April 28th, 2010
Okay I have never ever been a shy girl. I have ALWAYS been a social butterfly !!!! I thrive in social settings , always have. I have never ever been shy or reserved about my body either, I have always felt comfortable in my own skin. From the time that I can remember I have never had a problem chatting up anyone. It would drive my family and friends crazy and sometimes they would even get embarassed, or mad at me.
For the first time in my life I am feeling a little less social, um a little shy? Maybe not so outgoing?? WTF?? I have absolutely no desire to interact with anyone in person, I do not want to go anywhere either! I think I will hide behind my computer for a few days In my apartment. Is it possible for a chronic extrovert to suddenly become an introvert??
I hope not, My career depends on my ability to be me. Hmmmm, they say it is “healthy” to blog but, will it make me more social?
What is social for that matter, Social networking? Really? Are you kidding me? How is an update on myspace or twitter going to make me real friends with anyone?
It won’t.
What ever happened to Phone calls? Call me old fashioned..
What if this is how agoraphopia starts? Oh no!
I could just imagine myself…
If I were an agoraphopic I would be a sex obsessed Webcam model, no an incall masseuse, or a dominatrix, maybe a psychic fortune teller. I would also have either an extremely clean or a very hoarder style home. No pets well, maybe some ferrets that could steal the wallets away from my gentlemen suitors, slaves or clients that came to visit me. I would also have to have plenty of guns and ammo in case of a zombie apocalypse. What? It could happen.
Anyways I am almost certain I would make a terrible anything else besides me so, I guess I had better get out of my apartment now. Okay here I go… well, maybe after I check my e-mails
Kisses! Ashley
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April 12th, 2010
I have suffered a loss recently, I had to say goodbye to my best friend Tigger, she was a beautiful Shiba Inu mix. Street dog recue turned in to a princess. By far the coolest dog ever, calling her a dog does not even seem fair, she was my baby. The connection between us was so special, more than I have ever had with any other animal. I miss her more than I could ever fully describe in words. Until now I have not allowed myself to greive, I simply did not have the time, now I have to go pick up my sweet Tigger’s ashes from the vet, the place I last saw her.
Tigger got to travel across the United States by car twice! She got to leave her scent in 35 different states! She was spoiled with affection, long walks, and an organic diet. Tigger was 18. That’s 96 in our years. She lived better than most people, but that is nothing compared to what she gave to us.



She will be missed.
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March 13th, 2010
Ahh yes compliment my shoes “thank you” I say, Really the voice in my head screams “They hurt” What is with cute shoes being so painful?
It is a love affair that unfortunately has an an expiration date, (Sigh) My
intense love of wearing sexy high heels. It is only natural to have such a love of stilettos and platforms and mules and pumps and peep-toes… I want my feet to be worshiped! A foot as beautiful as mine deserves nice showcasing right?
I realized today after walking around my hotel room trying on different shoes with different outfits that my cute little sore feet will not always have such a high pedestal to strut around in.
This made me sad. I have had so many problems with my feet, but as soon as I can I am right back to wearing shoes that most likely caused the problem to begin with. It is an abusive relationship! At this very moment I have my toes curled under each foot in an Indian style seated position resting on the hotel office chair. As if some accidental toe cracking may ease the pain. Today I think I will stick with the sneakers but come tonight it is going to be fun breaking in a sexy shiny new pair of 7inch platforms from Spain.
If I am lucky maybe I will find someone to give me a foot massage at the club tonight.
~Kisses~
Ashley;-)
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February 14th, 2010
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE???